lexxiescott (lexxiescott) wrote,
lexxiescott
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  • Mood: angry

i hate my body

I took the day off today because i haven't been feeling good because of the weather and some of the gals and i decided to do a movie day. i made myself some peanut butter and jelly toast and now my body is once again treating the peanut butter like it's a viral infection. So i've got my laptop - which doesn't have the movie on it - in bed with me while i wait for the leg tremors to stop (they've lasted almost half an hour this time) and my stomach to settle down before i go back over to my desk to continue with the movies. At least i hope i can continue. i might have to call it quits for the night. The hot flashes and chills have finally stopped too. Just waiting on the upset stomach, which would be better if i'd realized what was happening earlier than i did and didn't drink the chocolate soy milk. But this just sneaks up on me when the peanut butter gets to a certain part of my digestive tract.
Maybe i need to go and get checked for food allergies again. Or maybe just stop eating peanut butter. (don't hit me, amanda and perky)
Gonna try to sit up again. Maybe this will work and maybe not. *sighs* I hate my life.
forget it. the leg tremors are starting again. i'm going to go and kill myself and put me out of my misery. *grumbles off*
Tags: fibro, personal
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