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don't wanna go to bed

There's nothing worse than knowing you're going to have nightmares about your abuser before you even go to bed. Yeah, really don't want to close my eyes tonight. The Riders aren't even helping.
Thinking about Ryoma packing Kalpin in his tennis bag made me laugh for a minute, but not enough either.
Don't know what is at this point.

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hotarukunn
Oct. 15th, 2010 11:59 am (UTC)
*hugs*
lexxiescott
Oct. 16th, 2010 07:15 am (UTC)
*hugs back*
jirel
Oct. 15th, 2010 04:02 pm (UTC)
{{Hugs}}, you make me feel bad that I managed not to have nightmares about mine - although when it first happened I spent a lot of nights praying I would forget about it. (I was a kid.)
lexxiescott
Oct. 16th, 2010 07:15 am (UTC)
*hugs back* Don't feel bad, kiddo. I've been through counseling to learn to deal with it. I think what got me last night is that my dad felt bad because I never told them what was going on and that made me more upset. The woman who abused me (my karate teacher) is just evil. If I ever see her, I'm going to blow a raspberry in her face and walk away. That'll make her wonder.
You never do truly forget, you just manage to ignore it for a while.
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